My mission is to fulfill the greatest commandments to love the Lord my God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and to love my neighbor as myself (Mark 12:29-31). Jesus said that the outworking of my love for Him is keeping His commandments (John 14:15), so I strive to eliminate sin from my life and to fulfill His great commission to make disciples, baptizing them, and teaching them to observe all things that He commanded (Matthew 28:18-20).
My vision is that I would be a man used by God as a messenger and minister of His love for all people through my prayers, words, thoughts, actions, and attitudes. It is my vision that I would make a lifelong impact on the lives of younger men as a spiritual mentor and discipler. I want to have a lifelong reputation as a faithful and diligent servant of Christ’s bride, His Church. I envision myself as being an excellent steward of all that God entrusts to my care: time, money, talents, relationships, responsibilities, knowledge, and family. May I live this life in such a way that Jesus, when He brings me Home, will be elated to tell me “well done, good and faithful servant; you were faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your Lord.” (Matthew 25:21)
I am committed to seeking the leadership, direction, and mentorship of wise and godly older men. I make personal sacrifice to provide such mentorship to younger men around me. I consistently pray for the spiritual, emotional, and mental development of those I disciple.
Matthew 28:18-20, 2 Timothy 2:2
I am created not to simply seek my own well-being, but rather to glorify God by following Jesus’ example of serving. I have learned that I greatly enjoy and am deeply satisfied by serving those around me. However, I also recognize that more doing does not always equate to better serving, so I also invite and equip others to join me in service.
Mark 10:43-45, 1 Peter 4:10-11
God is the creator of every single thing on Earth and even of time itself. Therefore, it is foolish to think that anything I have it truly “mine.” Everything is the Lord’s, and I simply have been given a stewardship over it. I am responsible to use the things God gives me wisely and in accordance with His will.
As for my finances, I fully believe in the principle of a 10% tithe as well as gifts and offerings beyond that. As for my time, the Bible calls me to “redeem the time, for the days are evil,” and I find that seasons of hard work and effective time management are those in which I am most satisfied.
The Lord has also created me with certain talents, abilities, and interests that He expects me to use for His honor and glory. I look for opportunities to put these things to work for His Kingdom, knowing that God will honor and repay it in this life or the next. It is the “good and faithful servant” to whom the Lord chooses to give more.
Malachi 3:10, Ephesians 5:15-16
The Bible is the holy and divinely inspired Word of God, fully authoritative and accurate in its original language. The Lord has given us the Scriptures as the written record of who He is, who we are, and how He has designed us to live. I believe that Scripture contains absolute and irrefutable truth that He has chosen to reveal to us.
2 Timothy 3:16-17, Romans 10:17, John 10:4-5, Hebrews 4:12
I have a passion and talent for gaining new knowledge, understanding, and abilities. As a matter of good stewardship, I seek to continue to learn and grow in understanding. Some of the subjects in which I am particularly interested include:
- God – His will, His ways, and His Word
- Hard sciences such as mathematics and physics
- Technology – everything from software, algorithms, and design patterns to web technology and security to hardware and electronics
- Practical matters: fixing things, making/building things, understanding how things work
Proverbs 1:5-7, 8:10, 15:14, 18:15, Ecclesiastes 7:12, 1 Corinthians 12:7-11
I recognize that I am most effective when I am challenged by deadlines or a desire for excellence. I actually enjoy seasons of high stress and pressure, because they force me to focus on the things that are most important and consequently, most satisfying. This is why I set deadlines and high expectations for myself: in order to develop the kind of environment in which I can be most effective. I’ve always believed that if life were easy, it would quickly become boring.
2 Chronicles 31:20-21, Nehemiah 4:6, Proverbs 6:6-8, Ecclesiastes 9:10
The Church is the beloved bride of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior. Jesus loves His Church just as a perfect husband would love his wife. If I truly love, serve, and follow Jesus then I can’t help but fall in love with that which He loves: His people, His Church. My love is manifested by striving to grow, strengthen, and spend time with the Church. I strive to grow the Church through personal evangelism as a part of my daily life, and I strive to strengthen the Church as I spend time with her through my involvement with a local church body in fellowship and service.
Acts 20:28, Ephesians 5:29-32, 1 Corinthians 12:27-31
Technical Certifications (Learning, Challenges)
Because I value learning and challenges, I challenge myself to achieve a number of professional certifications. Obtaining these certifications will reinforce and deepen my knowledge in these technologies that I find particularly interesting. Certification is also a way for me to be a good steward of the knowledge and experience that the Lord has allowed me to gain through my career in the technology industry.
A candidate schedule of certifications that I would like to achieve:
- 2011-10-31 Flex Abobe Certified Expert (ACE)
- 2012-06-31 Oracle Advanced PL/SQL Developer Certified Professional (OCP)
- 2012-09-31 Java EE 5 Enterprise Architect (SCEA)
- 2012-12-31 Zend PHP 5 Certification
- 2013-06-31 MCITP: Server Administrator on Windows Server 2008
Fixer Upper Home (Stewardship, Learning)
I really like living in San Antonio and currently have no plans of moving elsewhere in the foreseeable future. As a result, it would be more economical for me to invest in building equity in my own home rather than paying rent on a house or apartment. I want to be a good steward of the financial resources that the Lord chooses to place in my care, and I see investing in a home as a practical application of that core value.
Moreover, I don’t feel it necessary to buy a house that is in pristine condition. I’m not bothered by things that are a little bit broken and enjoy the opportunity to repair and rebuild things. As such, I can save a lot of money by purchasing a house that is something of a fixer-upper, and I would then have the ongoing opportunity to make improvements to the house myself.
I would like to see this come to pass within the next 5 years, but I don’t relish the idea of being in a lot of debt on a mortgage. As a result, I am compelled to maintain a budget of living well under my means so that I can save enough money in that time span for a significant down-payment on a house.
My tangible goals in this area include:
- Budget to save at least $5K per year to build up a down payment
- If my salary increases, continue to keep my expenses low
- Determine what extent of repairs needed on a house I would be comfortable with doing myself and start to learn how to do such repairs
Mentoring Youth (Discipleship, Service)
As I look back on my life, the thing that I would say has made the most profound impact on my development has been the older, wiser men who invested time in my life as mentors. As a youth, Tom Haley consistently pursued me to spend time with me, involve me in the service and ministry that he did, and offered godly counsel in my life over the course of several years. As an adult, I was again pursued by an older man of God: Roderick Barnes, who has been a mentor and discipler to me for the last 5 years. It is through interaction with these men that my love of serving, scripture, and learning were cultivated and provided with guidance and encouragement.
Obviously, I will continue to maintain a relationship of being mentored by an older man of God, but I also want to be used by God as such a mentor in the lives of some younger men in my life. When Jesus commanded His disciples to go forth and make disciples of all nations, the message was clear that part of His plan of discipleship was reproducing leaders who themselves would reproduce leaders. If I am to fulfill the Great Commission, I must be striving to make disciples and equipping them to carry on the example of Christ by making disciples as well.
In practice, I have come to the belief that mentorship is particularly effective when the discipler is at least 10 to 15 years older than the disciple. As such, the natural context for me to make disciples in this stage of my life is among young men in their early teens.
My tangible goals in this area include:
- Re-establish a regular schedule of meeting with Andrew at least once per week
- Reconnect with Jamari and visit him in Maryland
- Begin mentoring one other young man
Serving at Alamo Stone (Church, Service)
By God’s grace, I have had the privilege of being involved with Alamo Stone Church for the last several years as a member and by serving in a number of different capacities. The Lord has created me with a passion for service, and it is in the context of the local church that I have the opportunity to fulfill His design and plan for me.
Throughout the years I have helped with Audio/Video support, band equipment setup and teardown, cleaning, leading or supporting small groups, and serving as a part of the youth ministry team, but I am presently most involved in the youth ministry. Originally, I started serving in this capacity simply because it was the area in which my mentor needed the most support. However, I have stayed with this particular area of ministry because it most naturally lines up with my goal of mentoring youth and because it is developing and strengthening aspects of my character (e.g. patience and the ability to teach) that will be important if the Lord allows me to be a father one day.
The Lord hasn’t revealed to me if youth ministry is where He wants me to be long-term, but He has certainly made it clear that this is what He has called me to in this season of my life, and I plan to stick with it until He calls me elsewhere.
My tangible goals in this area include:
- Support David in the development of a children’s (i.e. early elementary) ministry team
- Develop a transportation team and pass on leadership to someone else
- Teach from the Bible at least once per month
Complete Scripture Memory Made Easy (Scripture, Challenges)
In 2009, Roderick cast a vision for a group that would meet regularly to memorize scripture. To support this endeavor he identified the book Scripture Memory Made Easy, which has a schedule of 100 Bible verses to be memorized over the course of a year. Unfortunately, I never made it past seek 26 and the group fizzled out several times, but I would still like to finish memorizing the verses from that schedule. Furthermore, as a part of my ongoing attempts to learn Biblical Greek, I would like to learn these verses in both English and Greek.
A candidate schedule for memorizing the veres:
- 2011-09-30 Re-memorize the first 26 weeks of verses in English
- 2012-03-31 Memorize the entire 52 weeks of verses in English
- 2012-06-30 Memorize the first 26 weeks of verses in Greek
- 2012-12-31 Memorize the entire 52 weeks of verses in Greek